Ten Days

March 02, 2012

Ten Days

I've been clean for 10 days now! That might not seem like very long, but in the past 5 or 6 years, the longest I've been clean is 51 days. All I can think about is, "How ridiculous am I?" I know. Ten days is good. I'm trying to accept the good for what it is, but geeze, I am pretty ridiculous.

I'm feeling physically better. My skin tingles and wants relief and comfort 24/7. Emotionally, less depressed but still pretty anxious.

I went to the pharmacy today to pick up a prescription. I didn't even think about trying to get my V script until I was pulling out of the drive-way.

Mar 2, 2012 8:00:07 PM | Babel, Me, Too Much Information

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