I'm flabbergasted by people. I just don't understand them. I wish I didn't think about it and try to figure them out. It's consuming me and making me depressed.
I'm having a huge challenge with one of my kids. I'm at a loss. I don't know what to do. I decided to tell my ex a bit of what has been going on and I asked him what he suggested. I heard nothing back from him.
What do I understand with that? That he wants nothing to do with me ever again. Yes, my kids are adults, but barely. And will always be our children. After 21 years of marriage and he can just cut me off like that. I mean NOTHING.
What did I do? He's the one that had the affair. I have never talked trash about his girlfriend to anyone, especially my kids. I've never talked about about my ex to my kids, either. If one of them comes to me about how she is pissing them off, I listen and I once in a while, I try to explain where she (the other woman) is coming from. I can't be too blatant about that because that will piss them off.
I get hateful comments and remarks. Everything I do is scrutinized. I don't know how I became the bad person. What did I do? Just tell me! What did I do?
Tell me what you think.
