I'm having an emotionally rough day. I don't know if it's legitimate that I'm feeling sobeat up or if I'm being weak. And then I over obsess over THAT question.
I have a lot on my plate right now and I like that. I need the distraction. I will go insane myself without these distractions.
Mom is sitting in the kitchen talking away and laughing and laughing, literally like a crazy woman. I ask her a simple question and she answers with a word that is non existant. All day, every day. I know it could be worse and one day it will be worse.
I tell my son he needs to help out around the house. Basic common curtesy stuff and a few chores. It doesn't get done. I talk to him about it very regularly. One or two things might get done, but it doesn't continue. Only my nagging continues. What do I do? He's 20 years old. Do I kick him out of the house?
I'm contemplating hiring a live-in assistant. Someone who can help out with all that needs to be done around here. Or someone to watch my mom so I can get all the thingd done that need to be done around here. Should I be able to do it all myself? Am I just being a wuss?
And then my bf is flat-ass broke. I don't see an end to it and he seems content with it. I'm setting myself up for a situation of sitting around the house, not being able to get out and do anything, possibley and likely forever. What do I do?
Right this minute, I'm sitting in the livingroom with a movie on. Mom is sitting right next to me blabbering nonsense, not-stop. I can't hear the movie. I can't ask her to be quiet. She'll either get mad or not understand what I mean. Now I will end this post and work on my homework that I'm struggling with. Fundamentals of design. So far, I love this class, but it very much a challenge.
Thanks for listening.
