My mind spins at the thought of how a person comes into our lives.
With depredation you give your everything to that person, your heart, your soul. You find that you would do anything for them.
Without any special ceremony or even specific words spoken, you are completely committed to that person for the rest of your life. You realize you have actual unconditional love for them and you let that person know.
...then that person walks out and leaves forever.
What am I supposed to do with these feelings of unconditional love and total commitment? They are left, open raw, like a fresh, bloody, gravel imbedded road rash.
That person is gone. What do I do with what I have still in my heart? I have to ignore it, shove it down, pretend like it's not there. Pretend that life just keeps on going. Put a smile on my face and say, "Yes, I'm doing great! Life is coming along peachy.😃"
That's the only thing that one can do.
Where do I go from here? Meet another person that comes into my life?
With depredation i give my everything to him, my heart, my soul. I find myself that i would do anything for that person.
Without any special ceremony or even specific words spoken, I am completely committed to that him for the rest of my life.
...how many times can a person do this without becoming completely numb to any feelings at all?